قارئة الفنجان 36

  • In desperation I search, trying to find myself I look.
    I search and search, for my heart is lost I search.
    Too scared to run too scared to move.
    Paralyzed by pain and fear I search.
    I fight to live as I stager at the pain.
    I sit beside me staring at what I see.
    I shake my head at what I made me.
    I fight to not listen at the pain I created.
    The pain I will always see.
    As I twitch in emptiness my eyes begin to see.
    The more they find the more it hurts.
    They look at me as a piece of meat.
    Trembling legs, week arms, and scars from defeat.
    I fight my self because of what I see.
    It's me I'm looking at and me that won’t succeed.
    I stare and look, searching for answers, for that I concede.
    I shred my self and my sole with my eyes.
    They are too strong for me for that I am paralyzed.
    I see my hands as the grasper of pain.
    They are the retriever of all I have received from me.
    As my hands fight back I see.
    I am only what I want to be, and I still have a chance to defeat me.

    QaReAa


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  • Every morning as I wake up I think of you,
    as the hero that came into my life.
    More and more you appeared to me when I was in strife.
    Afraid I could not live without you in my life.
    I only prayed every day and every night.
    to have a brother like you by my side.
    When I was hurt so many times.
    you never let me down.
    therefore I am proud.
    to call you a true brother.
    Even though I know you're not a child of my mother.
    To me you'll always be.

    QaReAa



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  • [B][B]
    To be a mother is not an easy task,

    yet you do it proudly everyday no matter what is asked.
    You have turned your baby into a beautiful young lady.
    You were there for me since the very beginning and saved me countless tears.
    The pushy and wise advice you gave will carry me through the years.
    With my every mistake or wrongful deed,
    you were always there to understand.
    You put no limits on my dreams or anything else I wish to do.
    You never forget to say you care or that you love me to.
    The smile and tears upon your face when I achieve provides me with more value in my heart then you’d ever believe.
    There is no other person that will shape my heart the way you’ve done,
    your job finished perfectly for your precious daughters and son.
    We have had a rocky road through triumph and catastrophe, hard time and despair,
    but not a single moment of time of not having a wonderful mother there.
    You have always put in your last with love and my whole life is not enough time for me to repay
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  • [B][B]
    The waves whisper to me, calling me to the soft sand.
    The water sweeps over my feet, surrounds where I stand.

    The breeze caresses my face, whips my hair.
    The wind encloses my body, acknowledging I'm there.

    The clouds clotting out the sun, turning gray with anger.
    The sky no longer blue, a clear warning of danger.

    The rain pelting my skin, as cold as ice.
    The water seeping in my bones, undeniably concise.

    The world calling to me, pulling me out.
    The atmosphere thicker, it's my sorrow no doubt.

    The waves grew higher, crashed over my head.
    The breath blown away, unmistakably dead

    QaReAa
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  • [B][B]I am Just a lonely soul
    Can anyone hear me?
    Is anyone out there?
    I have nowhere else to go

    Escaping from all the misery
    And from all the trouble that had been caused
    I feel as if my life just took a sudden pause

    Regretting for my regrets
    Feeling that I may just don’t belong
    Feeling that the path I made was wrong

    I ask god to forgive me for all my sins
    And all the ways that I have been
    Just look it from the way I see
    So I am talking for anyone out there
    Can anyone hear me

    QaReAa
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  • When I think of you
    [B]I start to cry[/B]
    [B]cause I can’t be with[/B]
    [B]you all the time[/B]
    [B]right now we’re apart[/B]
    [B]but in my heart[/B]
    [B]we’ll never part[/B]
    [B]I wish right now[/B]
    [B]more than anything[/B]
    [B]that we could be together[/B]
    [B]but I know that’s[/B]
    [B]not possible[/B]
    [B]and it breaks my heart[/B]
    [B]but when we get the[/B]
    [B]chance to talk[/B]
    [B]you make it all better[/B]
    [B]and my heart is whole again[/B]
    [B]I cherish every moment[/B]
    [B]we spend together[/B]
    [B]and know in my heart[/B]
    [B]that in time[/B]
    [B]we will say good by[/B]
    and we will never meet again
    so it is better to say bye from now

    QaReAa
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  • All is silent, all is still
    No one around to see the thrill
    Small, small light
    A shadow moves
    The petals move, start to sing
    Wind picks up, nature's music starts
    Starting at point base, feeling in the heart
    Born to feel, always live the same
    Never let the soul, ever be tame
    Starting to move, step by step
    Slowly at first, but fast at last
    Keeping in tune, to the sound of the heart
    Finishes, beautiful spin
    tidy dancer starts off again
    A silent applause, for no one to hear
    A feeling of gratitude from those who are near
    Still no one around, absolutely no sound
    But a smile suddenly creeps
    while around everything sleeps
    The heart always goes what the eye always shows
    Never give up that feeling you hold

    QaReAa




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  • هاج قلبي من مشاعره اتجاهك..


    وعجز عن التعبير لك بما يعانيه من قسوة حبك


    اختطفتني من أساور فكري


    وأغرقتني في بحر (الشوق)


    فــ كيف هي النجاة الآن؟


    هل لي بنسيانك نصيب؟!!


    يااااااا من أشعلت نار صدري


    وتركتني لــ (التخبط) بين جدران وحدتي


    اعتصر ألم الفراق..


    وأتجرع (حلم) الاشتياق


    ،


    ،


    أيها الراحل عني:


    جفت حروفي


    ولم يعد بإمكاني المتابعة

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  • حبيبتي تقرأ فنجانها

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    توقفي .. أرجوك .. عن قراءة الفنجان


    حين تكونين معي..


    لأنني أرفض هذا العبث السخيف،


    في مشاعر الإنسان.


    فما الذي تبغين، يا سيدتي ، أن تعرفي؟


    وما الذي تبغين أن تكتشفي؟.


    أنت التي كنت على رمال صدري..


    تطلبين الدفء والأمان..


    وتصهلين في براري الحب كالحصان...


    ألم تقولي ذات يومٍ..


    إن حبي لك من عجائب الزمان؟


    ألم تقولي إنني ..


    بحرٌ من الرقة والحنان؟


    فكيف تسألين ، يا سيدتي،


    عني .. ملوك الجان؟


    حين أكون حاضراً..


    وكيف لا تصدقين ما أنا أقوله؟


    وتطلبين الرأي من صديقك الفنجان...


    توقفي .. أرجوك .. عن قراءة الغيوب..


    إن كان من بشارةٍ سعيدةٍ..


    أو خبرٍ..


    أو كان من حمامةٍ تحمل في منقارها مكتوب.


    فإنني الشخص الذي سيطلق الحمامه..


    وإنني الشخص الذي سيكتب المكتوب..


    أو كان يا حبيبتي من سفرٍ..


    فإنني أعرف من طفولتي .. خرائط الشمال والجنوب..


    وأعرف المدائن التي تبيع للنساء أروع الطيوب..


    وأعرف الشمس التي تنام تحت شرشف المحبوب..


    وأعرف المطاعم الصغرى التي تشتبك الأيدي بها..


    وتهمس القلوب للقلوب..


    وأعرف الخمر التي
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