I'm a mess in a dress - جديد emom

    • I'm a mess in a dress - جديد emom



      my dear blog

      I feel like crap
      I lost control of my study ... I have been never lost control
      I failed
      I am afraid that this failure is not effecting only me ... it effects my friends.. my study group
      I tried to control my life but ... it's so hard at this point


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      One day you are in a car coming to the university after two days at home you have been forget that your life is miserable then you start to remember every single thing that you have to do but you didn’t do it yet that make you hate yourself and your life. You start to picture yourself having a car accident … sound of the breaks … crashing … broking glass… the airbags … people … screaming and a lot of blood few seconds and you open your eyes in a white room in a strange hospital after two months you have been in a coma … you open your eyes and the semester is finish and everything is finish and you live happy ever after…


      But stop… nothing of that happens . you arrive to the hostel where you live and start to think of how you will deal with the mess in your life … you keep staring at the ceiling of your room until your eye start to close slowly and you sleep….


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      Maybe a funny guy in a boring lecture make you laugh and forget that you are a looser for a few seconds… then the instructor will kill this piece of joy.


      Thank you very much my dear instructor.
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      Sometimes life is weird ... I couldn’t understand it … it will give you all the reasons that make you wish to kill you self but suddenly will throw a rose on you … why ! … why it do that ! .. .why!!!!!







      المصدر : مدونة emom


      ¨°o.O ( على كف القدر نمشي ولا ندري عن المكتوب ) O.o°¨
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