Am full of hope, full of ambitious, full of energy!
But there were times when I was deep down lost the spirit!! Spirit of life & to live!
I know as a start I should choose some of my highly spiritual writings... but not as many i choose the other way around. Just to go opposite to the clock! & let’s experience what might happen... Here are some of my writings during the worst days I experienced:



How strange world is!!
U think u know everything about everyone close to you.. but in a moment of *** you discover you know nothing!!
I don’t know whether people are fooling each other or it is part of the life rules.. if so!!.. Allah Yustor!!
It Has No Meaning!!
It is great to be able to give .. without considering the repayment.. people really depends on you.. rely on you.. love you.. but it get harsh when they dont know what you like.. & see you as made of iron.. treat you as 10 years older than your age.. at early I thought that would be great but with time and experience I realize that it took your soul out..
I start to believe that there is always has to be GIVE and TAKE relation.. otherwise.. it has no meanings
Nothing worth it!!
I feel pain
I feel frustraited
I feel hate
Don’t know why
It is just.. nothing worth it!
I don’t know how 2 feel joy anymore, I don’t know how 2 enjoy my time
Is enjoying time means being away!! Am lost
You Think you lose Control!!
You think you lose control, you lose hope, faith, and even feelings. You are dead thu your heart still beatings.. it is hard.. it is difficult.. never feel as I will win..
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