A Day In Review

    • A Day In Review

      Hi everyone
      I spent 8 hours at the Seeb International Airport yesterday. Lol, why, you may ask? It was just a day to get away from everything and relax – this is something I do occasionally every summer. I love to observe people…and the variety of people you get to see at the airport…it’s amazing, and so very fascinating. I got to meet the most wonderful people…and saw people laughing, crying…feeling everything that you feel when a loved one is leaving or arriving. If you haven’t noticed by now, I have had a very sheltered life, lol. My friends have always been so protective and if you know me at all, you’ll easily see that I definitely lack any street smarts…hmm, no idea where I’m going with this, lol. Of course, my drink of choice, black coffee. But what happened in the hours following that is what was so special…the entire airport was empty (of course, there are no flights)…I was sitting there on a stool all by myself, listening to my CD’s (for Dana Winner) that I had taken along with me, and sipping my coffee. The only other people there were 3jmen who were cleaning the floors. This gave me plenty of time to just think…ironic considering I was complaining about thinking too much just a few entries ago. However, it was exactly what I needed. I realized how selfish I have been these past few weeks – I was willing to give up friendships that I value so much because I wasn’t happy with myself. So many of my friends have been here for me, and I have not been there for them – I am so very sorry for that. I realized that I have let down several people that I care about, which I also apologize for. There were several other revelations for me last night/early this morning…but I see this entry has become long enough, so I shall spare you. It is so great to review our days and forgive people. Do u agree with me?!

    • That is life dear YSK
      Thank you, and to be honest I thought at first that you go there to rob people and make a living, kidding for sure

      Your idea is not strange to me, I like to go to the airport, no, no, no, not for robbing, I go there to see planes taking off and landing, it gives me a great pleasure. I wonder if by doing so Iam waiting for the unknown, or just remembering those people I love and miss

      Well, I do not really know, friends are not always the friends we know, a mother can be one, a wife can be too or just a little son or daughter. It could be a TV set or a computer, or just that tiny mobile

      Being a lone with a black coffee with little sugar watching people and see the various impressions on their faces is some sort of friendship with the unexplained and the unknown

      Well, who needs friends, I wonder

      Take Care
      10derness
      :)


    • YSK_lol

      Its really nice to realize that its time to forget and forgive your loved ones... when you realize that you've let them down unfairly. Forgiving, takes a heavy load off your chest, and sure it will have to make you feel good .. even a little
      but why did you let your freinds down and wasnt there for them if you care about them that much??s
      selfishness.. loving your self too much.. or is it just not loving yourself enough to know you deserve them??s
      you did say you were not happy with yourself when you let go of the freindship bonds for no reason

      forgiving people is a gift that not many of us have, but with that, the important thing after reviewing your days, is to have enough courage to start a stronger day tommorw.. and to be happy with oneself before expecting to be happy with others

      by the way, i hate airplanes, and i hate goodbyes... therefore airports are'nt really my favorate place :)

    • Tenderness كتب:



      Well, who needs friends, I wonder

      Take Care
      10derness
      :)

      10derness

      Who needs Friends
      ?

      The one who lives on the earth, of course friends are not everything. There are different type’s of friends and all of us need good friends, who stand with us specially when we face trouble. Bear in mind some friends are even better than brother or sister. Friends are the second heart after your heart. As well there are friends who consider you as friends when you’re not in trouble but when you’re in trouble and you need them they will be away. I do not call these friends as a friends and I will regret my self to have these friends
      So really we need friends but we need one who stands with us when we need them
      Thanks lots for your elaboration on this post and find out good friend rather then being lonely

    • Mrs.Unfaithful
      Totally agree with your first statement. However the reason I was willing to give up friendships because I have friends that encourage me to do things and most of the time I could not succeed on that cause several reasons. I was not happy with my self because I let down my friends and really I had that time bad feeling towards myself even I was think what the hell I have done? But finally I said well those are my friend and they will be with me even if I am not succeed and that’s was right after I have explained to them about my feeling towards them and I found that they are really a friends. Here we go now I pass over that feeling
      Thanks you for your comments. Take care until see your comments in other post

    • YSK_lol كتب:


      10derness

      Who needs Friends
      ?

      The one who lives on the earth, of course friends are not everything. There are different type’s of friends and all of us need good friends, who stand with us specially when we face trouble. Bear in mind some friends are even better than brother or sister. Friends are the second heart after your heart. As well there are friends who consider you as friends when you’re not in trouble but when you’re in trouble and you need them they will be away. I do not call these friends as a friends and I will regret my self to have these friends
      So really we need friends but we need one who stands with us when we need them
      Thanks lots for your elaboration on this post and find out good friend rather then being lonely


      Thank you dear YSK_lol.............LOL
      Lonliness can there even with what we call friends are near and around
      it is nice to have friends, but who needs friends? unless we talk about others to waste time with and have company for some time
      Trust me, it is very difficult to find a friend, real friend these days, life has changed

      10derness
      :)


    • We all need friends, no matter how bad they are. Giving up friendship just because we think we are not good enough is not a good reason. If you do that, then you are making it even worse. True friends forgive, accept you as you are, for the good and bad sides of you. Friends understand the differences between one another and so they have to understand that friends dont have to agree on everything

      It is difficult to find a good friend, but its not impossible, I've been bad with my friends by not being in touch with them just because im busy here and once i get a break, i dont bother to chat with them. But the thing is I want this break to stay away from the computer, especially the computer!!! But they do understand that alhamdulillah and they keep on updating me. They understand the long distance between us and I consider myself not a good friend because we had an agreement to stay in touch and here I am, I can post messages here, but I still say that I didnt have time to email them, I try my best and I think doing your best is enough and keeps things cool among friends