here is a little lyrics that i have wrote few days back when i was in an offshore rig with no any connection to the outside world.!!!

i would like to dadecate it to the girl who broke my heart

so "L" when ever u read this lyrics i hope u can feel the pain and the grife that im into because of u,

but what has happend is happend soooooooo

i just wrote this to let you know what kind of pain im in because of u
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I once loved someone
Someone who makes my heart jump
Jump just by hearing her name
Her name seemed like a melody
That clams my heart every time I hear her name

I once loved someone
Someone who makes my heart melt
Melt from the heat of her voice
A voice that melts the cold heart of mine
That heart becomes a pump
Pumping the heat of love through my corpse

I once loved someone
Someone who I scarified every thing for
By scarifying everything I thought
I would be near to her
But it was a dream

I once loved someone
Someone who was too good for me
Do I deserver her, I wander
People say that
That what I thought

I once loved someone
Someone who used my heart
To fill her heart with my love
Is it good or bad to take my love away?
To begin with I was happy, for being helpful
Help someone I love to feel love

The love in my heart vanished
Someone who I loved ignored my love
Ignored me after taking my love away
Should I continue loving her for it
But there is no love in my heart to love again

I once loved someone
Someone who broke my heart
Someone who freeze up my heart
Someone who I used to love
Someone who should I forgive
Or not
I wander

I once loved someone
Someone who I scarified everything for
Someone who broke my heart
Someone who I lost forever
I wander what did I gain from this love
Did I gain love?
No
Did I lose anything?
Yes, I lost everything
If I were to ask that person a question
I would ask
What good loving you brought me?
Should I love you again?
Can you satisfy these questions with answers!!!
Answers that I could believe in

All I know now is
I will never love again
My heart is broken
Will it ever be healed?
I was told broken hearts never heals
Only people who broke it should heal it
Should I trust you to heal my heart?
I wander

I once loved someone
Someone who broke my heart\someone who suppose to heal my heart
Should I trust you to do so?
I wander

I have decided
If you were destined to heal my heart
I refuse to do so
How could I trust my heart to you?
You who broke my heart with out feelings to me

I will never allow you to heal my heart
Even if it means that it will never heal again
I would rather die with a broken heart

I once loved someone
Someone who should read this
I wander
What do u feel?
After knowing how is my broken heart
Happy, cheerful, glad
Sad, miserable, depressed

I have decided
I will not hate you for who you are
I will hate myself for loving you
When should I stop hating myself for my sin?
Yes
Loving you is my sin

I once loved someone
Someone who is the reason of my sin
Loving you
Crying for you
Throwing everything for you
These are my sins

When should I stop hating my self for my sin
I have decided
After my broken heart heals
Will it ever heal?
To heal a broken heart it should know
Know the meaning of love, which is lost
Will ever love know away to a broken heart?
I wander
Who will ever love someone like me?
Someone with a broken heart
Some one in the darkness of loneliness
Some with nothing
Someone in pain

Mrs.Unfaithful
&
Tenderness

What can i do i wrote it after she broke my heart

wish her to read this where ever she is
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Tenderness
dont feel sorry for her #h

ahhh what that suppose to mean
i wrote this pome when she broke my heart

but now im a new person