I had a dream
A dream where I am
Alone
In pain
I wander wither it is a dream or a reality
When I m in pain
Every thing around me is dark
Total darkness
Is it reality?
I wonder
What is reality from dreams?
To me it all looks the same
When I m in dreams it is total darkness
When I m in reality it is total loneliness

In my dreams
Darkness & pain
Like friends who never part

Friends, Friends, Friends
What r they?
People who you can trust, love, hope on
What do that mean
Trust
Love
Hope
All I know that I
Lost those long time ago
My heart has become more like
An empty shell
Long time ago
They were filled with the meaningless words
Trust
Love
Hope

People around me talk about these words
But
I feel like they are lost
Lost like me
Lost in the darkness of the emptiness
I felt happy knowing there are others
Other people suffering like me
I wander
Is it the right feeling?
Should I love them for having my feelings?
Or hate them

By time passing
Being at the edge of death
I reached a conclusion
Love no one, care for no one
What good do these ones do
When being ignored by them

Love only my self
Live my day
With total darkness
With total loneliness
They are not bad once getting used
Used to the dark
Used to be alone

I wander
Why do people fear them!!!