You pass me on the street
and out eyes briefly meet.
You hold the door open for me
as I enter behind you.
I say thanks,
but you have no idea that my mind is blank.
In the elevator you crack a joke,
I flash a smile,
you have no idea that my heart is in denial.
You ask me how my day was
and I say fine.
You have no idea that
my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line.
My happiness is gone as I walk in this world.
The thoughts in my head
have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole.
Once you lose your soul
there is no turning back.
Everything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact.
You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun.
Your days are so long
the problems in your mind make you question
if you should carry on.
You smile so that's what people see on your face
they think that you are happy
but deep down inside you
feel like a worthless disgrace.
Each day the performance you put on for people
is Emmy award winning,
But you question yourself and wonder
if you act is just a way for you to hold off your own internal sinnings.
When you wake up from a night's sleep
you wonder to yourself
if today is the day your heart will be back to it's old self
or will it still be skipping every other beat.
You wonder if things that once made you
happy to be alive will make a comeback.
You wonder if the little things in life
that made you who you are
will have you once again dreaming to the stars.
You wonder if you will feel
less empty hearted.
You wonder to yourself
who holds the match to start that fire.
You're tired of running
and losing your breath.
You want to hold tight to something
that will help you once again
enjoy the journey into lives amazing treks.
You want to feel that every day can be better than the last.
You want to turn your lost soul feeling into a thing of your past
QaReAa
$$e$$e
and out eyes briefly meet.
You hold the door open for me
as I enter behind you.
I say thanks,
but you have no idea that my mind is blank.
In the elevator you crack a joke,
I flash a smile,
you have no idea that my heart is in denial.
You ask me how my day was
and I say fine.
You have no idea that
my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line.
My happiness is gone as I walk in this world.
The thoughts in my head
have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole.
Once you lose your soul
there is no turning back.
Everything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact.
You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun.
Your days are so long
the problems in your mind make you question
if you should carry on.
You smile so that's what people see on your face
they think that you are happy
but deep down inside you
feel like a worthless disgrace.
Each day the performance you put on for people
is Emmy award winning,
But you question yourself and wonder
if you act is just a way for you to hold off your own internal sinnings.
When you wake up from a night's sleep
you wonder to yourself
if today is the day your heart will be back to it's old self
or will it still be skipping every other beat.
You wonder if things that once made you
happy to be alive will make a comeback.
You wonder if the little things in life
that made you who you are
will have you once again dreaming to the stars.
You wonder if you will feel
less empty hearted.
You wonder to yourself
who holds the match to start that fire.
You're tired of running
and losing your breath.
You want to hold tight to something
that will help you once again
enjoy the journey into lives amazing treks.
You want to feel that every day can be better than the last.
You want to turn your lost soul feeling into a thing of your past
QaReAa
$$e$$e
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