You pass me on the street
and out eyes briefly meet.
You hold the door open for me
as I enter behind you.
I say thanks,
but you have no idea that my mind is blank.
In the elevator you crack a joke,
I flash a smile,
you have no idea that my heart is in denial.
You ask me how my day was
and I say fine.
You have no idea that
my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line.
My happiness is gone as I walk in this world.
The thoughts in my head
have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole.
Once you lose your soul
there is no turning back.
Everything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact.
You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun.
Your days are so long
the problems in your mind make you question
if you should carry on.
You smile so that's what people see on your face
they think that you are happy
but deep down inside you
feel like a worthless disgrace.
Each day the performance you put on for people
is Emmy award winning,
But
and out eyes briefly meet.
You hold the door open for me
as I enter behind you.
I say thanks,
but you have no idea that my mind is blank.
In the elevator you crack a joke,
I flash a smile,
you have no idea that my heart is in denial.
You ask me how my day was
and I say fine.
You have no idea that
my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line.
My happiness is gone as I walk in this world.
The thoughts in my head
have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole.
Once you lose your soul
there is no turning back.
Everything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact.
You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun.
Your days are so long
the problems in your mind make you question
if you should carry on.
You smile so that's what people see on your face
they think that you are happy
but deep down inside you
feel like a worthless disgrace.
Each day the performance you put on for people
is Emmy award winning,
But



