my internal messages<< from pretty life

pretty_life · 13 يناير 2009، 10:23

is any body live this feeling?,,, when u get up and realize

that u r alone in this universe???

do u experience of going to the beach and stand for hours there in the early morning ,, whithout being noticed??

u just imagine how it would be that u watch the sun rise in the early morning and

in the evening u watvh the sun setting

and u r standing there ,, and no body will turn out and look if u r a human or aghost,,,

every day,, after my duty,,,

I will go and stand next to the beach

watching couples walking...

friends playing

kidds splashing the water

group bar be quing

people here and people there,,,

aloot people of beach

then why am still feeling that am alone

why I feel that am invesible,,

why this feeling is going on every time here in the beach

even if am surrounded by my peers

I used to like the sea

since I remember,,

I usedto come and soak my feet in the wet sands,,

I used to come and play with the craps and the small fishes

and to watch the dolphins jumping in the sea

I wish I do the same now

I feel that some times

am very optimistic person

and I think that all people like me

I guess the days proven otherwise

no to listen ,,no one to understand

even the people that I thought they are

after all ,, they also disappeared

or they kept hiddin

the beach at night is quite and in peace,,
it make me feel that am not the only one who is notseen or recognised

and keep remebering and recalling my day

and am still going to the beach

and am still missing my yesterday

and wishing for tomorrow,, the better day

and hoping for today,, the best day

have a nice day pretty life

Omani_Ghost · 13 يناير 2009، 15:31

wow wow wow

thanks dear..its very nice words.....about me i used to go to the beach.....but now its not that much i'm going ....

i think beach is the best place to relax or even to play...or picnic with yr family or yr freinds

thanx again

pretty_life · 16 يناير 2009، 23:05

Omani_Ghost كتب:

wow wow wow

thanks dear..its very nice words.....about me i used to go to the beach.....but now its not that much i'm going ....

i think beach is the best place to relax or even to play...or picnic with yr family or yr freinds

thanx again

thanx for sharin it with me,,,

and thank you for passing

pretty_life · 16 يناير 2009، 23:39

yesturday...

I got up

I notice some thing in the sky

the sky isn't the same as I left before,,

it is cloudy,, it is rainy...

it was raining heavly

all the people, although they looked pleased to see the rain, they are running here and there
showing their upset from the weather ,,

and I almost swear that every one wish that they were young

so they could play under the rain

I saw a little girl walking in the rain with her hands catching her parents and her obvious smile

on her puffy cheeks

when her parent busy complaining,she took the chance and start plays under the rain

they blame her for what she did
but it seems she didn't care much as much as the enjoyment that she feels

I wish I was in her place

when was the last time
when u decided that u will enjoy ur time

no matter what

for me I didn't remeber,, but I do remember when I was playing under the cool weather in the rain

disregarding wether I will be fine or not
,, I walked with careful to my car

after the very looong thoughts

and decided: it is time to go home

I am now watching the rain

dropping on the windaw

watching it washing the frields and the lands

looking at the crystal drops of rain

sleeping at my glassy window

it looks almost like my tears,,

I didn't know if I am looking at the rain drops

or the reflection

of my tears

have nice day

pretty_life · 27 يناير 2009، 16:16

u told u will come...
لقد قلت لي انك قادم

I am tired waiting for u every day
تعبت انتظارك كل يوم

.in my dreams.in my delusions

في أحلامي..في أوهامي

untill I wake up to my the harsh reality
حتى أستيقظ على الواقع المؤلم...

and I am still waiting u to come...
وما زلت بانتظارك..

unitll my future sun vanish in tommorow's horizon
حتى تختفي شمسي المستقبلية في أفق الغد

it's the early morning
انه الصباح المبكر...

a big bright flame lightening the life
هناك لهب كبير مضئ ينير الحياة

but why
أذاُ لماذا

I feel that...I am living in internal dark?
لماذا أشعر اني في ظلام باطني؟؟

I don't know why am stuck to the window today
لا أدري لماذا أنا ملتصقة بالنافذة اليوم..

as if I am waiting for my future to come
وكأني أنتظر مستقبلي ليحظر مبكرا.. هيهاات

it seems it won't come until tomorrow
المستقبل لن يحضر دائما قبل الغد

I think when I walk alone.. I feel more free
أظن اني حين أمشي لوحدي.. أشعر بحرية أكثر

and I feel the world is more strange to me
وأشعر لا أعرف العالم أكثر

every step willmake grow more for the near future
كل خطوة أخطوها تقربني أكثر من مستقبلي

and dispart from my past
وتبعدني عن الماضي الجميل

have a nice day :)

pretty_life · 28 يناير 2009، 13:41

with every tear drops
مع كل قطرة دمعة

i miss you
افتقدك

I waited so loong,,,when u gonna come
انتظرتك كثيرا,, متى تعوود$$6

have a nice day

ماريا · 28 يناير 2009، 18:58

nice words and it brought us to the feelings you been through
we do listen to you and i share you the same thought, i was in the past going to the beach alot
when i feel lonely and sad and that was helping , just dont feel lonely , all of us with you
ncie and sweet words from you pretty life
God bless you
take care

Omani_Ghost · 29 يناير 2009، 12:50

Well done dear

some times we neeeed to be aloooooooooooone

just think about ourself

what we have done in past and what we will do in the future

keeep up dear

pretty_life · 29 يناير 2009، 20:56

ماريا كتب:

nice words and it brought us to the feelings you been through

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we do listen to you and i share you the same thought, i was in the past going to the beach alot
when i feel lonely and sad and that was helping , just dont feel lonely , all of us with you
ncie and sweet words from you pretty life
God bless you
take care

:)hello dear Maria>>>

thanx for your sharings,, how wonderful to know that person understand beyond the written messages

some times the internal messages are messages from the subconcious,, and u need to let it go...it doesn't necessary means that am living that moment with that feelings,it could be any body else and he/she doesn't know how to express it,, it could be child a grown up or an elder,, it is my internal messages to the whole people of the world,, to understand and appreciate there feelings and sometimes to let go...
so pleased to talk to u and for ur expressions dear sis... will hear from u soon :)

in shallah<<
all the best and have a nice day :)
pretty life

pretty_life · 29 يناير 2009، 21:04

Omani_Ghost كتب:

Well done dear

some times we neeeed to be aloooooooooooone

just think about ourself

what we have done in past and what we will do in the future

keeep up dear

this is the absolute truth,,it is nice to be alone to think about our self and the surrounding universe,, it is a way to appreciate our rights and understand our wrongs

a good greetings to u brother and am appreciating ur passing and lining up ur words in this topic,,

god bless u brother and have a nice day:)

pretty_life · 3 فبراير 2009، 18:01

FRIENDSHIP: is like a holy ward to me

الصداقة: هي أقرب كلمة توصف بالقدسية بالنسبة لي...

my frineds are my un biological sisters,,they are the sisters that I chose in life

أصدقائي هم أخواتي اللاتي لسن من لحمي ودمي.. أنهم الاخوات الاتي أخترتهن في الحياة

may GOD Bless my peer freinds
بارك الرب شلة أصدقائي :)

A FRIEND is the person who will be around in need

الصديق هو الشخص اللي يكون موجود عند الحاجة

who will be true friend indeed

هو الصديق الحقيقي

who smile when u smile
من يبتسم حين تبتسم

who cry when u cry
من يبكي حين تبكي

who will always be there when facing the cruelity of life
من يكون دائما موجودحين تواجه قسوة الحياة

so thank you my dear friends for walking with me at the road of life
فشكرا يا صديقاتي...لتواجدكم معي عندما نمضي في طريق الحياة

we may talk about silly things

ربما نتحدث على أشياء سخيفة

we may whisper about unbelievable gossips
ربما نهمس عن اشاعات غير معقولة

we may do funny thing disregarding the surrounding
ربما نؤدي حركات مضحكة متجاهلين ما يحيطنا

but we always end up with a wide smile ,, pleasing allah that we are friends

لكننا نغادر بابتسامة عريضة وبدعاء لله بانه جعلنا أصدقاء

for you my best friend
اليكي يا أعز صديقة

my childhood playing partener
يا شريكة لعبي في الطفولة

my adolescence class mate
يا زميلة المراهقة

and my adult and life sister
و يا أخت النضج والحياة

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU,,my sister in allah
سأظل أحبكي دائما ,, يا أختي بالله

MAY GOD BLESS YOU IN YOUR LIFE
باركك الله في حياتك

to all my friens:
الى كل أصدقائي:

YOU all unique to me
كلكن مميزات بالنسبةلي

god bless you

and have a nice day :)

Omani_Ghost · 4 فبراير 2009، 2:12

wow wow wow wow

mashallah

what we have here

well done dear

i just want to add

this article

which says

[B]Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;[/B]

[B]Someone who changes your life[/B]

[B]Just by being part of it.[/B]

[B]Someone who makes you laugh[/B]

[B]Until you can't stop;[/B]

[B]Someone who makes you believe[/B]

[B]That there really is good in the world.[/B]

[B]Someone who convinces you[/B]

[B]That there really is an unlocked door[/B]

[B]Just waiting for you to open it.[/B]

pretty_life · 4 فبراير 2009، 15:21

Omani_Ghost كتب:

wow wow wow wow

mashallah

what we have here

well done dear

i just want to add

this article

which says

[B]Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;[/B]

[B]Someone who changes your life[/B]

[B]Just by being part of it.[/B]

[B]Someone who makes you laugh[/B]

[B]Until you can't stop;[/B]

[B]Someone who makes you believe[/B]

[B]That there really is good in the world.[/B]

[B]Someone who convinces you[/B]

[B]That there really is an unlocked door[/B]

[B]Just waiting for you to open it.[/B]

Omani Ghost

,,, thank you again for droping by here to share your wonder ful lines in here,,

how incridible quotes u wrote between these messages,,

yes indeed,, friend is person who can understand u,, when no one does

thank you again for writing in this topic,,, :)

May God Bless You Brother

Have a Nice Day:)

pretty_life · 16 فبراير 2009، 23:45

SMILE :)

SMILE!! because Allah after all still Loves u

SMILE!! because every day u learn how god is blessing you

SMILE for the new beginning

SMILE for the new Life

SMILE,, to show people how precious u r

SMILE,,, simply to show ur smile :)

SMILE to show ur teeth #e

SMILE to show ur beauty

SMILE to shine in the middle of Dark

Smile to show how nice you r :)

SMILE, because ur smile is gorgious

SMILE!!!,,because ur smile is comforting

SMILE!!! because every body adore u when u smile :)

SMILE,, is like a magic

If u r sad ,, SMILE,, ur sorrow will faint away :)

when u r angry, SMILE, ur temper will disappear

Life is never going to be better,,then SMILE :)

Troubles,, will not going to be solved,,then SMILE

Ur Past will not going to return,,, then SMILE :)

when u remember u best friend,, smile,, even if she/he are not around any more,, but don't forget u had memories togather

when u r with ur gorup of friends,, SMILE

it Will make them smile too,, and appreciate ur friendship to them

when u r alone,, look to ur mirror and SMILE

it help u to realize that,, u got ur self after all

when u r in bad mood not having to talk to any one,, SMILE
at least it is the only communication that doesnt need speech

so Keep SMILING,NO MATTER WAT

HAVE A NICE DAY,, and keep ur morals UP |a

pretty_life · 11 مارس 2009، 1:12

It is time to learn my lessons that the life gave

it is time to understand my self and to understand others

it is time to move on in the life and stop looking in the past

it is time to think about my self before thinking about others

because probably no one will think to care about me,, even if they said so

how many times you stayed alone

...disappointed

...dull

...and in sorrow

just because some one disappointed u

it is time to learn ur lesson and move on

after all no one care about u but u

inside me alot of emotions

alot of them,, which make me unable to spacify what are they

is it anger? or frustration?

is it sadness or dull??

every time I feel sad,, I will tell my self :did u learn from this lesson?

the answer would be NO

or other wise I wouldn't feel these emotions right now

u know,, my dear reader,, I used to think

that every body like me

I used to think that being nice to other will not make u gain but generoisty and kindeness

from others

I used to think that there is always some thing good in others,,

even if that person is bad person

I should think twice about it

? several times<< how foolish is that

for u alll

IT IS TIME TO LEARN FROM YOUR LESSONS

do good and forget about it

expect nothing from anybody

Try NOT to ask people a help if not needed

and try NOT to be ambetious and optimistic ALL THE TIME

u have to be little pesimistic and trust less

so you will not end up being disappointed,,
especially from ur self
and these lessons are not about me,,

my dear reader <<it is all about u

:)and it is time for u who ever u r ,, to learn ur lessons as well

A last memo to my self and to the addressed person:

am over it,,

am good person who happen to think
that every body is good

including u

but am over it now

am nice girl who happen to think every body is nice

espacially u

but am over it now

I am walking through the passage of the life
and u happened to be person who passed throught the same passage

but I passed u now

so enjoy ur life
and enjoy disappointing others

but not me

cause am over it now

Have a nice day |a

Omani_Ghost · 14 مارس 2009، 13:02

IT IS TIME TO LEARN FROM YOUR LESSONS

do good and forget about it

expect nothing from anybody

thanx dear

pretty_life · 16 مايو 2009، 13:01

Omani_Ghost كتب:

IT IS TIME TO LEARN FROM YOUR LESSONS

do good and forget about it

expect nothing from anybody

thanx dear

welcome brother and I am grate ful that u r still following my writings

god bless you:)

pretty_life · 16 مايو 2009، 15:32

I know you are here
I know you r watching me now... when I can not see u
I know you are hearing me .. and I can hear you talking to others,,
but I would rather not to talk to you any more

I know you are here
reading my posts in this place
I know you sitting in your same regular place,,, in high
monitoring my replies and reading my messages,, my comments
my serious and helarious posts
,,, even after your disappearing or that what you want me
...to think

I know you here now
watching me from ur screen
looking at me between time to time
I know you are here
listening to my thoughts and messages
and claiming to your self that you care
when you don't

I know you are here,, because I can see clearly
you long shadow,,, behind the door
I know,, you are entering my profile
to check if Pretty Life,, is still allive
you want to check if Pretty Life
has move on in her life
after her total shock
from a person she used to call brother,, she used to call a freind

I know you are looking at me
and regreting
maybe me,,, maybe knowing me,,or maybe leaving me
well don't ,,, I am like you know
I became you,, I started to be clueless and careless to other's feelings
at least to people like you

I know you are thinking
if what u made was the right decision
and i am thinking the same
if talking to person like you was the right decision
as much as I don't want to see you at all,,
but this place make me forced to see u
since you own this quarter

this time,, I didn't hide my self from you
this time,, I allowed you to know me,, to hear me and to see me
this time I will be the shadow
even if you think you are
this time I will break all the memories and all the kindness
that you thought i have it
and you took advanteges of it ,,
I don't care about what you think about me
cause you are nothing to me now
so please go out of here
I forgive you ,,, and you are nothing but a nick name in the cyber world
have fun with your ........ life

:last words:

dear brother
you told me once,, that i am a good person

and non of your people treat you like me

I never treat you awfully

although you did that to me

so PLEASE my dear brother
for GOD SAKE
stop closing my way

simply because am Pretty Life

If I really was a kind person to you

If I was a nice person

If you think that I never disrespect you

and I treated you like my own flush brother

then PLEASE brother steb beside

and let me continue my walking

and don't influence your self or yourpower to stop me from moving up
+++++++++++++++++++
regards for all

Pretty Life:)

كوووول بالعربي · 16 مايو 2009، 15:38

مسكين كوول ما يعرف انجليزي

pretty_life · 16 مايو 2009، 15:50

كوووول بالعربي كتب:

مسكين كوول ما يعرف انجليزي

أفا عليك بنعلمك خيووووو ^_*

Omani_Ghost · 17 مايو 2009، 15:58

pretty_life كتب:

I know you are here
I know you r watching me now... when I can not see u
I know you are hearing me .. and I can hear you talking to others,,
but I would rather not to talk to you any more

©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©

I know you are here
reading my posts in this place
I know you sitting in your same regular place,,, in high
monitoring my replies and reading my messages,, my comments
my serious and helarious posts
,,, even after your disappearing or that what you want me
...to think

©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©

I know you here now
watching me from ur screen
looking at me between time to time
I know you are here
listening to my thoughts and messages
and claiming to your self that you care
when you don't

©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©

I know you are here,, because I can see clearly
you long shadow,,, behind the door
I know,, you are entering my profile
to check if Pretty Life,, is still allive
you want to check if Pretty Life
has move on in her life
after her total shock
from a person she used to call brother,, she used to call a freind

©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©

I know you are looking at me
and regreting
maybe me,,, maybe knowing me,,or maybe leaving me
well don't ,,, I am like you know
I became you,, I started to be clueless and careless to other's feelings
at least to people like you

©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©

I know you are thinking
if what u made was the right decision
and i am thinking the same
if talking to person like you was the right decision
as much as I don't want to see you at all,,
but this place make me forced to see u
since you own this quarter

©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©

this time,, I didn't hide my self from you
this time,, I allowed you to know me,, to hear me and to see me
this time I will be the shadow
even if you think you are
this time I will break all the memories and all the kindness
that you thought i have it
and you took advanteges of it ,,
I don't care about what you think about me
cause you are nothing to me now
so please go out of here
I forgive you ,,, and you are nothing but a nick name in the cyber world
have fun with your ........ life

©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©©§¤°^°¤§©¤ ¤©§¤°^°¤§©

:last words:

dear brother
you told me once,, that i am a good person

and non of your people treat you like me

I never treat you awfully

although you did that to me

so PLEASE my dear brother
for GOD SAKE
stop closing my way

simply because am Pretty Life

If I really was a kind person to you

If I was a nice person

If you think that I never disrespect you

and I treated you like my own flush brother

then PLEASE brother steb beside

and let me continue my walking

and don't influence your self or yourpower to stop me from moving up
+++++++++++++++++++
regards for all

Pretty Life:)

wow wow

i will be back inshallah bcoz my time is over

pretty_life · 18 مايو 2009، 18:34

Omani_Ghost كتب:

wow wow

i will be back inshallah bcoz my time is over

thank u brother

for being the first to read my messages

or at least the first who read and comment on it

god bless you in ur life

and have fun

Omani_Ghost · 19 مايو 2009، 9:11

know you are here,, because I can see clearly
you long shadow,,, behind the door
I know,, you are entering my profile
to check if Pretty Life,, is still allive
you want to check if Pretty Life
has move on in her life
after her total shock
from a person she used to call brother,, she used to call a freind

If you think that I never disrespect you

and I treated you like my own flush brother

then PLEASE brother steb beside

and let me continue my walking

and don't influence your self or yourpower to stop me from moving up

so dear don't ever never stop and continue your walking till you reach whatever you wish

finally

We know you are here

watching you ...

all the best dear

رمش الرؤية · 19 مايو 2009، 14:31

Omani_Ghost and pretty_life

thanx alot, i really enjoy reading ur messages

they are very interesting, i really like them

i wish i have something to share with u

thanx again

:)

pretty_life · 19 مايو 2009، 22:42

Omani_Ghost كتب:

know you are here,, because I can see clearly

you long shadow,,, behind the door
I know,, you are entering my profile
to check if Pretty Life,, is still allive
you want to check if Pretty Life
has move on in her life
after her total shock
from a person she used to call brother,, she used to call a freind

If you think that I never disrespect you

and I treated you like my own flush brother

then PLEASE brother steb beside

and let me continue my walking

and don't influence your self or yourpower to stop me from moving up

so dear don't ever never stop and continue your walking till you reach whatever you wish

finally

We know you are here

watching you ...

all the best dear

Dear Brother,, it is always my pleasure to folllow my posts and read every word in it

I am really pleased and grateful for it

may god bless u and make ur wishes to be true

thanx alot :)

pretty_life · 19 مايو 2009، 22:48

رمش الرؤية كتب:

Omani_Ghost and pretty_life

thanx alot, i really enjoy reading ur messages

they are very interesting, i really like them

i wish i have something to share with u

thanx again

:)

Dear sis

it is always my pleasure to see ur precious comment in this topic,,

I am really grate ful for it

,, my ideas is when ever any thought that came to my mind I would like to type it

so I can share with others, may be it could benifit them in some way

I appreciate ur reply and thank you so much,, all the best sis :)

Omani_Ghost · 20 مايو 2009، 13:03

رمش الرؤية كتب:

Omani_Ghost and pretty_life

thanx alot, i really enjoy reading ur messages

they are very interesting, i really like them

i wish i have something to share with u

thanx again

:)

hi dear

nice to see you around here

and thanks for the nice words which came from nice person

so we are waiting for your topics #j#j#j

pretty_life · 6 أغسطس 2009، 19:03

My Guardian Angel

ملاكي الحارس

Did you believed in the guardian Angels

Do u think we have them???

they are the one who are always besides us

and protect us from Danger

and the care for us as Allah order them

Do u believe in them???

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I believe that Guardian Angels could also be people

who God Send them

To care for you

and protect you

and be besides you.. Even if they didn't show that

I believe in that

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my guardian angel here

is a person I thought i know

and he knows me very well

he is not showing him self when he is around

but I feel his existence

and I know he is near

pretending to be careless

yet he likes to be there for me

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my guardian angel is like a child

likes to be in care

and to be loved

but he always planting smiles

even through his cry and shout

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my guardian angel is selfish
as some one said

not talking not sharing

especially with me

he hates me...

or that what he wants me to think

and that's what he wants to show every one

but when I am thinking or sad

he is not around

but he is standing next to me... invisibly
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my guardian is bad person

with good intentions

he could sparkles you with stars

without noticing that he blinded ur eyes

he is good man...surrounded by bad ones

he is caring person...who could break your heart deeply

but in need
.... he is a guardian angel
indeed

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MY LAST MESSAGE:

my little guardian angel

I know your nice

don't try to show me that

it just I don't like to be close to you
any more

my caring guardian angel

I know we are in the apposite side of the river

but I could see goodness
inside you

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so do not WORRY

you still the same in my heart

you still like

my guardian angel

HAVE A NICE DAY

PRETTY LIFE

dhofari · 9 أغسطس 2009، 16:16

HAVE ANICE DAY PRETTY

pretty_life · 9 أغسطس 2009، 16:30

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HAVE ANICE DAY PRETTY

u too brother thanx for u passing I appreciate it ^_^

my internal messages<< from pretty life

my internal messages<< from pretty life

Omani_Ghost كتب:

in a rain times,, the begins of winter

27/1/09

I miss u

a greetings to a senseful and great sis

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Omani_Ghost كتب:

god bless my unbological sisters>> my friends

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KEEP SMILING

IT IS TIME TO LEARN MY LESSONS IN THE MORTAL LIFE

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I know you are here,,looking at me

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my human weired Guardian Angel

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